it's been quite some time since i last came here. the reason for the existence of ohsoscary is seriously cos i like the name. man. can i abandon leejiee.bs for ohsoscary? prolly not.

currently at aunt's house now using izzac's laptop. wonder when will i get my own laptop:(

hmmmmmmmm this is seriously a very random post and i'm super sure that so far nobody come here. oh well.................. life has been rather mundane.

i'm really sick and tired of being sick and tired. really used to feeling not belonged to anywhere. cellgroup, family, friends, everywhere. it's quite a whole emotional thing that takes a toll on me. but can i expect? God teaches me to expect for the best, but the more i expect, the more disappointments i get back. do you guy get what i mean? you prolly won't understand if you're like some big stars and priority within your circle of friends since you have some x factor personality.

before i really get too emotional over such things, just wanna say that it's really really really sian to be in a place where your presence don't mean a thing to others. especially the things that you do, people just don't give a shit? and whenever you try pressing in and just giving your heart towards everything you're doing, people STILL DO NOT give a shit. that's when you'll feel like giving up.

narcissism. now, shouldn't i work towards that?

ok sorry this post sounds like so pessimistic dude who does nothing but stay at home ranting about how crappy the world and life is over the internet. sad huh?

nope. i'm not gonna let things bring me down :)